Selasa, 22 September 2009

hmm..

aku.. hanya ingin menjadi sesosok kupu kupu kecil..
bebas berterbangan, namun bukan yang tanpa arah..
aku hanya ingin bebas,
melihat apa yang ingin aku lihat
dan mencari apa yg ingin kucari..
aku juga ingin menemukan sebuah kisah kasih yang manis untuk diriku sendiri..
sesosok yang begitu menyayangiku lebih dari apapun.. andai aku bisa meraih mimpi dan harapanku..
melangang buana ke alam mimpi dan tak bangun lagi pada pagi hari..
bebas menentukan apa yang aku angankan.
aku ingin sekali..
mendapat suatu jawaban yang pasti atas segala kebimbangan yang menganggu otak ini..
akuu.. entah harus berperasaan yang bagaimana hingga ia mengerti..

Jumat, 18 September 2009

i don't care..

Hey playboy it's about time and your time is up
I had to do this one for my girls you know?
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
I can't forgive the lipstick mark at the end of your shirt
The cell phone; which is turned off everyday
I don't think it will change
The girlfriends you have, that you say are just friends
Don't think of me the same,
I won't let it ride
Do whatever you want, I want to throw away
I did really love you at some point
Sometimes you get drunk, and call in the early morning 5:30
You say some other girl's name

Stealing looks at other girl's legs
I think you're so pathetic
going on a secret meeting without me knowing
I can't hold it in anymore
My friends who always say it's not you
For you, I'm too good, I want to let go with an easy heart
I believed you were my love
I called you just in case, because you said you were busy
Of course at the back I hear a girl laugh
Boy I don't care I remember the night
I cried because of you boy
My heart has gone easy thinking of you who will regret boy
Losing me is a waste but having me is so dull
You should have done better when
I was there why are you hanging on
More than a hundred times I've been fooled with your lies
Now I smirk at you without one tear
Inside this lovegame loser If you kneel, you can catch me
If not, get out of my sight

I don't care !!
I want to stop whatever you're doing anywhere
I don't want to have interest anymore just move
Don't cry and hang on to me
Cause I don't care
Boy I don't care...