hmm..

aku.. hanya ingin menjadi sesosok kupu kupu kecil..

bebas berterbangan, namun bukan yang tanpa arah..

aku hanya ingin bebas,

melihat apa yang ingin aku lihat

dan mencari apa yg ingin kucari..

aku juga ingin menemukan sebuah kisah kasih yang manis untuk diriku sendiri..

sesosok yang begitu menyayangiku lebih dari apapun.. andai aku bisa meraih mimpi dan harapanku..

melangang buana ke alam mimpi dan tak bangun lagi pada pagi hari..

bebas menentukan apa yang aku angankan.

aku ingin sekali..

mendapat suatu jawaban yang pasti atas segala kebimbangan yang menganggu otak ini..

akuu.. entah harus berperasaan yang bagaimana hingga ia mengerti..

i don't care..

Hey playboy it's about time and your time is up
I had to do this one for my girls you know?
sometimes you gotta act like you don't care
I can't forgive the lipstick mark at the end of your shirt
The cell phone; which is turned off everyday
I don't think it will change
The girlfriends you have, that you say are just friends
Don't think of me the same,
I won't let it ride
Do whatever you want, I want to throw away
I did really love you at some point
Sometimes you get drunk, and call in the early morning 5:30
You say some other girl's name

Stealing looks at other girl's legs
I think you're so pathetic
going on a secret meeting without me knowing
I can't hold it in anymore
My friends who always say it's not you
For you, I'm too good, I want to let go with an easy heart
I believed you were my love
I called you just in case, because you said you were busy
Of course at the back I hear a girl laugh
Boy I don't care I remember the night
I cried because of you boy
My heart has gone easy thinking of you who will regret boy
Losing me is a waste but having me is so dull
You should have done better when
I was there why are you hanging on
More than a hundred times I've been fooled with your lies
Now I smirk at you without one tear
Inside this lovegame loser If you kneel, you can catch me
If not, get out of my sight

I don't care !!
I want to stop whatever you're doing anywhere
I don't want to have interest anymore just move
Don't cry and hang on to me
Cause I don't care
Boy I don't care...

forgive, but not to forget...

Malam ini, pikiran gw tiba" dikacaukan oleh permintaan maaf seseorang yang udah lama gw lupain.. Yaa, memang patut d lupakan, krn trlalu sakit utk d ingt".. useless lahhh..
Sebenernya, ia sudah beberapa kali minta maaf sama gw. tp gw gag peduli n ga mau peduli krn terlalu sakit hatinya gw sama dia..
Sampai hr ini, dia mnta maaf lg sama gw..
stelah beberapa lama gw berpikir, knapa yah gw ga maafin aja dia ? Tuhan aja mau kok maafin qta" manusia, knapa gw manusia ga mau maafin sesama gw manusia.. :)

Dan perkataan teman baik gw yang membuat gw tergerak utk bener" maafin dia.. Gw maafin dia dan gw harus belajar dr kesalahan gw.. Supaya gw ga jatuh ke lubang kesakitan yang sama..
Qlo gw ga maafin dia, brarti gw jahat.. Cuma memaafkan, toh ga ada salahnya.. asal gw ga dket" lg ma org ituu..
Forgive but not to forget n learn from mistake that i've already made.. Spy ga sakit hati lg.. eheheh..
Jadi, memaafkan seseorg itu, why not ?? Right ?
Toh, sgala kesalahan yang telah diperbuat sama qta akan dapet balasan yang setimpal dr God..
Ga perlu qta yg turun tangan sendiri, coz i believe there is a karma in our life.. :)

:D

Endah n Rhesa, Band Indie yang ciamik !!

Yappyapp... !! Ini Dia salah satu band indie yahh WUOKEHH punya... hehehe.. Endah N Rhesa.. Band yang terdiri dari 2 personil yakni Endah [Vocal - guitar] and Endah [bass - guitalele -programming]..
Dengan suara na yang soft n nice to hear Endah membius pendengar lagu mreka.. Buat qta smua terpesonaa.. haha.. Trus ga lupa juga permainan Gitae dr Endah n Bass na Rhesa.. COOL !! :D

Itu aja br dger CD na.. Gmn qlo liad live performance mreka ?? Gw pernah tuh liad live performance mereka.. OMIGOSH.. keren abis.. hehehe..
Beberapa Hits mreka yang di bawakan yakni "i don't remember", "when u love someone", "Living with Pirates"..

Hmmm... buat yang penasaran gmn sih oke na lagu mereka.. Bli aja CD Original na.. cm 25rb aja kok.. hehehe.. Ato buat yang gag sabar liad live performance mreka, bisa langsung ke Loca Cafe di kemang.. :) setiap hari Rabu mulai jam 9 mlm Teng !! hehehe...
Eit eittt.. ini bukan promosi lohh.. Gw mank asli suka sama mreka, apalg paz liad live performance mreka.. what a great performance :) hehehe..
Mreka juga nice bgt kok... :) hehehe..

my bestfriend

ngomong" soal friendship.. bwt yg udah tmnan skitar 3 tahunan lebih, mungkin luccuuuuuuu bgt yahh ^^ huehuehue..
trkadang saking saling mngenal na qta, saat sesuatu terpikirkan di otak tp susah terucap. Qta cm bs blg ma sahabat baik Qta "yaa, lu taulah apa yang gw pikirin" atau "yaa,, lu taw lah gw gmn" hehehe..
kayaknya , wlopun gag terucap qta mank saling ngerti ajahh , gmn sifat tmn qta ^^ hehe.. [kyk telepati ajahh.. hehehe]

Senenk bgt pny friendship seperti ini and i really appreciate it n also don't wanna lose my very best friend :) ..
Have a lovable friend that accept me as i am, lebih tepat na mungkin we can accept each other, being a gud listener n respect each other.. Talk about everything that we want to talk, pny beberapa kesamaan yang nyenengin tapi juga punya sedikit perbedaan yang lucu [misal na dia suka manis, gw suka asem :P ].. hahaha..

Umm.. wlopun skrg udah gag satu skul kayak dulu, soal na pisah tempat kul, jd gag bs sering" pgy lagi kyk jaman" SMA.. tp skrg seengga na spare time bwt jalan bareng , sisain waktu bwt bikin kue bareng , nyalon bareng.. It's funny with a simple things , the best things just begin ^^ hehehe.. ngelakuin hal hal kecil yg simpel, tapi senenk aja qlo ngelakuin na sama sahabat yg notabene ud ga sesering dulu ketemu na .. hihihi..
n how lucky i am , i've already found my best friend since 4 years ago.. :) a lot of moments that make us more mature.. right ? hehehehe.. really loves u friend.. friendsforever.. THX for being my very bestfriend :)
Hope we can still together till we grow old.. [amien]